Tue, 11 Jul 2006 17:51:07 GMT

i would just like to make something REALLY clear to EVERYONE.
1. all my friends i had during christmas and up to my birthday i loved and cared about each and every single one of them.
2. we all grew apart and i understand that happens.
3. BUT, when someone stopped talking to me and i found they talked shit. i was VERY upset. i considered that person my bestfriend that knew almost everything about me, but some how its my fault that were not friends anymore.
4. i do not hate anyone. i don't hate this individual either. if this person just talked to me and made things right with ME. not anyone else then everyhting would be okay.
5. i do miss all my friends i used to see every weekend and we called ourselves the "crew". that shits over now. i tried making it clear i missed all of them.
6. i understand that people talk shit, but for gods sake grow up please. don't call me your friend and hang out with me every weekend if you didn't like me.
7. i have like 5 people i can count on now and im not even sure i can at this point.

blue_eyesuicide